Early Morning

The hot coffee is warm and soothing in my hands as I stand on the patio in the early morning chill. There is something hushed, lovely, and holy about the pre-sunrise time of day. It feels like a gift of time and preparation. The rush of daytime is kept at bay for just a bit. Peace can settle in and soothe, remnants of dreams that mystify or frighten can be looked at and let go, plans can be prayed over, and worries can be trusted into His hands. It’s sacred to me and I treasure it.

Tucked in under the horizon, the Autumn sun waits in the wings as the moon and stars cling to their last vestiges of dark. Soon she will begin her ascent with just the smallest hint of light tinting the inky sky. The light is coming. It always comes. It always illuminates and brings into focus the mysteries, the blurred edges, and the fears.

From the big tree in my front yard, I hear the hooting of an owl. It’s haunting, mysterious, and beautiful. Calming, yet eerie. Things may appear still and sleepy in the dark, but it’s actually full of life and activity. I hear the scratching and rustling of night creatures in the Jasmine and tall grasses at the edge of the yard taking advantage of the last moments of the cover of darkness.

The neighborhood begins to wake up as the light, yellow-y pink of the horizon shows itself in the East. I see His hand in the colors that wash the sky in its morning glow. Clouds highlighted in dabs and splashes of gentle color. I imagine God smiling as He paints such beauty for those of us who stop for a minute to look, to feel, to allow ourselves to be wrapped up in His delight and love. He is everywhere. He loves us.

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The Best Season

Fall is here! I love every part of it:

turning leaves
Getting out the blankets
Warm drinks
Harvest time
Longer evenings
Chilly mornings
Pumpkins, scarecrows, Fall desserts!

I’d love to hear what you enjoy most about this beautiful season of winding down and letting go…

God and Gold Country

This past week I took myself to Sutter Creek in the Gold Country of California. It’s been a while since I have taken a solo trip. When my kids were much younger I would go off on my own for a couple of nights to relax, refresh, and do my thing because that’s how I recharge my battery–time alone to simply be, clear my brain, and have conversations with God.

There might not be huge revelations, deep theological dives, or life changing decisions, but there is always renewal and that precious time with Jesus which so easily gets back burner-ed, cut short, or missed by life’s demands.

The trip to Sutter Creek wasn’t long, but it required taking roads, some of them small and remote, that I wasn’t familiar with driving. As the date of my trip came closer I started to feel fear and uncertainty. The excitement I felt at getting a little vacation with some delicious food, good coffee, relaxation, and fun shopping in a beautiful area started to sour.

The insidious voices of fear and worry began whispering that it might be better not to go, that the roads were remote and twisty in places, that I might get lost or have car trouble, that someone would know I was alone and bother me, and the list went on of all the things I fear. These voices know the things that scare me and they know why.

As the voice of fear got louder, a beautiful, strong, safe Voice come in quietly, but with power and authority. This Voice reminded me that He is always with me and that I would not be alone on those small, remote roads. His Voice said that there was nowhere I could go that He would not see me and no place I could go that He had not already gone on before me. He whispered to my heart that I was safe, and He was looking forward to time with me. “I can do all things…nothing is impossible with God…He will command His angels concerning me and they will guard me and lift me up…” filled my mind.

I decided to trust God with myself. This is something I have had to choose to do again and again in my 50+ years. I’ve lived through some hard, painful, and terrifying things in my life, as we all have at some point. He has gotten me through every one of them. Not without scars, memories, fear, and issues with trusting people and Him, but I’m here.

My trip to the Gold Country was just right and perfectly on time. Jesus and I had good conversations and I feel renewed. He gave me the gift of answered prayers, safety, and the confidence and courage in myself that I hadn’t realized I’d lost. I can do things that feel hard, I am capable, strong, and smart because He strengthens me and holds me to His heart. I can discern His voice and trust Him.

What treasures He has for us when we let go of control and just trust Him with us! It’s beautiful, freeing, and such a blessing.

Daydreams

If you found yourself relaxing in this hammock, a fall breeze ruffling your hair, would you lean into it and let yourself day dream?

Would you nap, read a book, just be in nature?

I think day dreaming is healing and peaceful. Allowing your mind to drift where it will and give permission to your wildest dreams and wishes, no expectations, no stiff parameters, just freedom–making room for Jesus to speak to you, heal you, give discernment and wisdom.

There is freedom to hope and hope is a very powerful thing.

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Encounters with Jesus

I’m curious…

Have you had a divine encounter with Jesus?

There are so many ways He reveals Himself to us, as intimate and diverse as there are people.

✨in dreams

🌾in divinely planned connections with another

🪻in the quiet beauty of an alpine meadow

🌊on the beach as waves crash & toss

🙏in a moments of deep prayer

☕️in the early morning hours on the patio

📖in the pages of His word

I love that He knows us so well that each encounter we have with Him is so deeply intimate, personal, and perfectly timed.

How about you? Where have you had an encounter with Jesus?

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Autumn Lovers

We lovers of Autumn have a sixth sense about us, a knowing when that first revelation of summer’s end has arrived.

It is felt on the skin in that barely discernable nip and twinge of air, charged with the slightest chill; awareness that the atmosphere has changed just a smidge.

Autumn’s scent is unique and mischievous. Earthy and deep; wise, pungent, and bold in the way brown leaf tips, restless trees, and fading flowers bend and drop to the Earth, daring the one watching to stop them; to impede the ancient progress of a slow, yet lovely descent into quiet and rest.

That spritely spurt of wind, which tosses and dances fallen leaves and finished flowers round and round, is delightful. What is it about piling up crispy, browned leaves then dashing them about, flinging them from orderly piles into random and untamed flurries of color? A new beginning; a tossing and mixing up of the old, lazy routine into something new; a plan to disrupt the status quo and wait patiently through the winter, as that plan takes form and substance. Somehow the chaos of it is lovely and energizing, part of the ritual. It is one more wild streak before the settling and simmering of autumn moves on to the mystery and silent brooding of winter.

The discerning observer will witness Nature’s response to the shift from the indolent, dog days of summer to autumn’s call to let go. The song of quiet purpose and intention, as Mother Earth whispers it’s time to fold in, cozy up, and allow rest to perform its miracles and the deep, sweet slumber of winter to wait in the wings.

There is something inspiring and invigorating in this call to purposeful letting go, an anticipation. Is it the definitive color changes and that unmatched fall scent in the air that feels like a new beginning? Is it the crisp sensation of fall air as one breathes it in?

Welcome Autumn! Come and show off your colors and dare us to think about the dead or dying places that we need to let fall; not with sadness or fear; but with anticipation that a season of silent regrouping, where new life starts to bud, will soon break free with the coming of spring. It’s coming, and it will be glorious!

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Thankful

Thankfulness. There’s something beautiful and healing about being thankful, and not just with the big ticket things. But with deeply personal, gentle surprises and delights that you know Jesus planned just for you…

*the way the breeze brushes your skin
*the coziness of a coffee shop on a blustery day
*the whisper of His voice through a splashing stream
*the gentle purr of a fluffy white cat sleeping across your shoulders
*the peace that falls on you as you sit in the Redwoods
*the quiet beauty of a summer night stargazing…

When I recognize that these little things are hand picked by Jesus to bring me joy, smiles, and contentment it makes them all the more precious and special…just for me simply because He loves me. He loves you, too.

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Food for the Soul

I hope you take a moment today and fill your soul with beauty and peace.

It’s ok to rest. You can’t give from an empty cup.

Refresh, restore, renew and give those lists and worries to God. He can handle it.

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